new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)

第45部分 (第7/7頁)

Jacob's　face　hardened　while　I　stared　at　him；　congealing　into　the　bitter　mask

that　I'd　thought　was　gone　for

good。　Just　before　he　had　the　mask　in　place；　I　caught　the　spasm　of　betrayal

that　flashed　in　his　eyes。　His

hands　were　still　shaking。　He　looked　ten　years　older　than　me。

He　took　a　deep　breath。　〃You're　sure　it's　not　a　trick？〃　he　asked　in　a　slow；

heavy　voice。

〃It's　not　a　trick。　It's　Carlisle。　Take　me　back！〃

A　shudder　rippled　through　his　wide　shoulders；　but　his　eyes　were　flat　and

emotionless。　〃No。〃

〃Jake；　it's　okay—〃

〃No。　Take　yourself　back；　Bella。〃　His　voice　was　a　slap—I　flinched　as　the　sound

of　it　struck　me。　His　jaw

clenched　and　unclenched。

〃Look；　Bella；〃　he　said　in　the　same　hard　voice。　〃I　can't　go　back。　Treaty　or　no

treaty；　that's　my　enemy　in

there。〃

〃It's　not　like　that—〃

〃I　have　to　tell　Sam　right　away。　This　changes　things。　We　can't　be　caught　on

their　territory。〃

〃Jake；　it's　not　a　war！〃

He　didn't　listen。　He　put　the　truck　in　neutral　and　jumped　out　the　door；　leaving

it　running。

〃Bye；　Bella；〃　he　called　back　over　his　shoulder。　〃I　really　hope　you　don't　die。〃

He　sprinted　into　the

darkness；　shaking　so　hard　that　his　shape　seemed　blurred；　he　disappeared　before

I　could　open　my　mouth

to　call　him　back。

Remorse　pinned　me　against　the　seat　for　one　long　second。　What　had　I　just　done

to　Jacob'？

But　remorse　couldn't　hold　me　very　long。

I　slid　across　the　seat　and　put　the　truck　back　in　drive。　My　hands　were　shaking

almost　as　hard　as　Jake's

had　been；　and　this　to