new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)

第34部分 (第7/7頁)

y？〃

〃For　one　thing；　you　look　like　you're　going　to　pass　out　at　any　second。　You　need

your　sleep—I　need　you

firing　on　all　pistons。　You're　going　to　figure　this　out；　you　have　to。〃

〃And　why　else？〃

He　frowned。　〃I　had　to　sneak　out—I'm　not　supposed　to　see　you。　They've　got　to

be　wondering　where　I

am。〃　His　mouth　twisted。　〃I　suppose　I　should　go　let　them　know。〃

〃You　don't　have　to　tell　them　anything；〃　I　hissed。

〃All　the　same；　I　will。〃

The　anger　flashed　hot　inside　me。　〃I　hate　them！〃

Jacob　looked　at　me　with　wide　eyes；　surprised。　〃No；　Bella。　Don't　hate　the　guys。

It's　not　Sam's　or　any　of

the　others'　faults。　I　told　you　before—it's　me。　Sam　is　actually　well；

incredibly　cool。　Jared　and　Paul　are

great；　too；　though　Paul　is　kind　of　And　Embry's　always　been　my　friend。

Nothing's　changed　there—the

only　thing　that　hasn't　changed。　I　feel　really　bad　abour　the　things　I　used　to

think　about　Sam〃

〃Sam　was　incredibly　cool。〃　I　glared　at　him　in　disbelief；　but　let　it　go。

〃Then　why　aren't　you　supposed　to　see　me？〃　I　demanded。

〃It's　not　safe；〃　he　mumbled　looking　down。

His　words　sent　a　thrill　of　fear　through　me。

Did　he　know　that；　too？　Nobody　knew　that　besides　me。　But　he　was　right—it　was

the　middle　of　the　night；

the　perfect　time　for　hunting。　Jacob　shouldn't　be　here　in　my　room。　If　someone

came　for　me；　I　had　：o　be

alone。

〃If　I　thought　it　was　too　too　risky；〃　he　whispered；　〃I　wouldn't　have　e。

But　Bella；〃　he　looked　at　me

again；　〃I　made　you　a　promise。　I　had　no　idea　it　would　be　so　hard　to　keep；　but

that　doesn't　mean　I'm　n