new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)

第58部分 (第6/7頁)

pieces。〃

It　was　only　then　that　I　realize　I　was　shaking；　shaking　hard；　my　entire　frame

vibrating　until　my　teeth

chattered　and　the　room　around　me　seemed　to　wobble　and　blur　in　my　eyes。　For　one

wild　second；　I

wondered　if　this　was　how　Jacob　felt　just　before　exploding　into　a　werewolf。

I　heard　a　sound　that　didn't　make　sense；　a　strange；　ripping　counterpart　to　the

otherwise　cheery

background　music。　Distracted　by　the　shaking；　I　couldn't　tell　where　it　was

ing　from。

〃Shh；　Bella；　shh；〃　Edward　said　as　he　pulled　me　to　the　sofa　farthest　away　from

the　curious　human　at　the

desk。

〃I　think　she's　having　hysterics。　Maybe　you　should　slap　her；〃　Alice　suggested。

Edward　threw　a　frantic　glance　at　her。

Then　I　understood。　Oh。　The　noise　was　me。　The　ripping　sound　was　the　sobs　ing

from　my　chest。

That's　what　was　shaking　me。

〃It's　all　right；　you're　safe；　it's　all　right；〃　he　chanted　again　and　again。　He

pulled　ne　onto　his　lap　and　tucked

the　thick　wool　cloak　around　me；　protecting　me　from　his　cold　skin。

I　knew　it　was　stupid　to　react　like　this。　Who　knew　how　much　time　I　had　to　look

at　his　race？　He　was

saved；　and　I　was　saved；　and　he　could　leave　me　as　soon　as　we　were　free。　To　have

my　eyes　so　filled　with

tears　that　I　could　not　see　his　features　clearly　was　wasteful—insanity。

But；　behind　my　eyes　where　the　tears　could　not　wash　the　image　away；　I　could

still　see　the　panicked　face

of　the　tiny　woman　with　the　rosary。

〃All　those　people；〃　I　sobbed。

〃I　know；〃　he　whispered。

〃It's　so　horrible。〃

〃Yes；　it　is。　I　wish　you　hadn't　had　to　see　that。〃

I　rested　my　head　against　his　cold　chest；　using　th